A New Chapter

My first blog, hmm what to say..there's so much to say. It has been the most eventful two weeks of my life, and not necessarily good. In fact I almost want to say they have also been the worst of my life (too dramatic, I know), so much upheaval, so many doubts, and tears, and crushed hopes. Despite my fears and the emptiness though, there is light. I refuse to despise myself, though every waking moment I wonder what I could have done differently. I thought that someone knew the inner me better than I knew her myself, but I was wrong. No one truly can ever know the secrets that pass behind my eyes .I know I must go on because everthing will fall into place. I need no one to feel complete, I am whole, and sure as I've ever been that life is good. I still believe in love for what is life without it? I have no regrets, disappointment..certainly, but I would not change a moment. My memories are precious. So here I am about to start a new chapter of my life, filled with self-love and strength, I say hello to new opportunities.