Hate

I've thought about it long and hard and I can't name one person I actually despise so much I'd like to see them in pain. I feel sorry for some, and dislike others but I can not hate them. How can you hate someone when you can never truly know everthing about someone? Is this strength or weakness on my part?

These Golden Strings

How is it possible to love so many people so much? The capacity for the human heart to love entralls me. You would expect that to love many, the heart would have to divide into so many pieces that it would be pointless, but this isn't so. I find that to every person I love, I am able to give my whole heart and with my heart, an unbreakable, everlasting golden string connecting me to that person for as long as my heart beats. Though tied to others with so many golden strings, I don't feel overwhelmed..only impossibly happy and too content for words.

A New Chapter

My first blog, hmm what to say..there's so much to say. It has been the most eventful two weeks of my life, and not necessarily good. In fact I almost want to say they have also been the worst of my life (too dramatic, I know), so much upheaval, so many doubts, and tears, and crushed hopes. Despite my fears and the emptiness though, there is light. I refuse to despise myself, though every waking moment I wonder what I could have done differently. I thought that someone knew the inner me better than I knew her myself, but I was wrong. No one truly can ever know the secrets that pass behind my eyes .I know I must go on because everthing will fall into place. I need no one to feel complete, I am whole, and sure as I've ever been that life is good. I still believe in love for what is life without it? I have no regrets, disappointment..certainly, but I would not change a moment. My memories are precious. So here I am about to start a new chapter of my life, filled with self-love and strength, I say hello to new opportunities.